Wounds from parasitic energy could come from so many places... Family, friends, school teachers, parents, siblings, spouses, ones own children, supervisors, workplaces, a cultural belief, spiritual and religious beliefs or it's leaders.
What does it feel like?
- You feel destabalized... like your life is kind of shifty, unfamiliar, and nerve-wracking
- Self-doubt... You don't feel comfortable making decisions, are unable to make decisions, do not know what you want, and do not know how you feel.
-The inner voice is gone
- You hear the parasitic abusive humans critical voice in your head
- You notice you have at some point, abandoned everything you used to love... friends, family, people, places and hobbies.
-Nothing excites you and you're not sure what you're really passionate about anymore.
-You find yourself acting very out of character... Where you stop and feel shocked and baffled at yourself and think "I would never do that." Well, who does do that?
-You are a shell of your former self and do not recognize yourself anymore
-You apologize at the drop of a hat for no good reason
-People have to reassure you to relax because you walk on eggshells for no reason
-The inner dialog is extremely self-depricating
-You think the good days and benefits are worth the bad days
-You don't know what is real anymore sometimes
-Nothing is ever good enough
-It's your fault cause you mess everything up
More generalized symptoms:
-Anxiety in general
-Lethargy... a type of tiredness that has nothing to do with sleep
-Brain fog
-Thoughts disappearing mid-thought
-Sex drive dead as a doornail
-Apathy
-Depression
-Severe indecision
If you are suffering a lot of these please seek out a qualified mental health counselor and get support. You may reach out to me or another spiritually oriented person but should include a mental health pro in the support team.
